Thursday, March 02, 2006
whats freedom? i don know how exactly does it feels or tastes like.with my parents around, freedom does not appear in my dictionary.
i am 15 now. please. just let me off. are you going to like watch me like EVERYDAY til the day i marry off? i need trust from you. if you dont trust me, den i would just continue lying. you know from the time you stop trusting me, i do not know how many lies i have said to you. you always say" when you are primary three, you told us you have computer lessons. but, you wander off with your friends. how can i trust you again?" you know how i HATE this sentence? it was primary three! SIX FUGLY YEARS AGO. people change. and you should know how i HATE people to pick me up from the school. you wont let me off either. " monday i pick you up from school. go home early to study. " ASSHOLE. i want to be with my friends! study, study,study. no one is perfect. so stop pushing me. when i want to get something, like good results, i will work for it. dont you worry. work , work, work. stop it! please. now saturdays are the only time i can spent with him. i have to lie to meet him. and i dono how many more times i can do that. all i need is to be with him. please! i will study de. just stop all those pushing. i simply hates it. i beg you with my life. i will go crazy one day. how i envy people with freedom. CONQUERED WORLD AT{7:20 PM}